INTROVERT

Friends see me as an extravert... but my tests would often show results of my introversion. Though, I often identify myself to be an introvert, it was only September last year that I paid attention about it when I took the 16 personalities test where it revealed that I was an ISTP-T. I took the test again (twice) a week ago, and just to make a point out of its result, I took one earlier, this time, I am categorised as INFP-T. My introversion is now 72%. What does this renewed discovery make me feel or what are my realisations? Hmmm. I realise that I have this habit of hibernating or being anti-social -manifestations of being an introvert. My former officemates experienced my anti-social moments a number of times. I guess, I hurt them somehow because I tended to withdraw and leave them hanging. I have this feeling that they would associate this kind of behaviour as sumpong (the way my brothers would), looking back, I realised that I would often get exhausted with lots of people and that I need some time out of being too engaged. Hibernation. I love to hibernate. I find it comforting to just stay quiet in my room or to just observe people when I am in a group. I am an introvert and I like connecting people. I like building a network of friends. Or marrying my social circles. Or creating an intersection among my circle of friends. :)I am an introvert. I find solitude when I am alone. I have anxieties, but I am not scared of being alone.